Numb

Does human do a thing and til some certain extend.. it jus feel so numb.. i dont feel scare, worried,or even thinking about it.....

I got a very bad habit... that is i feel no fear when the things is not til the very last min. i wonder is't a gud thing for me? or not? i'm easy to stressed up when comes to studies.. i wish i'm more smart with my brain, but it cant be help.. jus do the best i can.. well, is my life after all...