Numb

Does human do a thing and til some certain extend.. it jus feel so numb.. i dont feel scare, worried,or even thinking about it.....

I got a very bad habit... that is i feel no fear when the things is not til the very last min. i wonder is't a gud thing for me? or not? i'm easy to stressed up when comes to studies.. i wish i'm more smart with my brain, but it cant be help.. jus do the best i can.. well, is my life after all...

Recently

Many things happened in my life recently, good and bad.... but most important, i'm kinda lost recently, i'm not sure where i'm heading to, where is my direction. I believe this does happen on everyone, things seem like blur to me. well.. life goes on..

Need to find an inspiration for my life.. anyone? Any idea?

Wake up, go to class, come bak from class, cook, Organizing GIG, study, games, chit chat.... sounds pathetic.. my life isn't so happening anyway..

my back pain cuz me not to sports.. is kinda prob... which i lost my interest towards sports as well..

Anyhow, May God bless me n my family, my frens, if they are Happy, i would be very happy enough.