SICKED>.<

I got a senior sicked>.<
she is a very nice girl,
b4 this she helped me alot..
she even cooked for me b4^^
but she is sicked now T.T

suddenly feel so useless,
cause i cant help her with anything,
wad i can do is jus concern her,
i boiled some herbs for her,
jus hope she can recover soon..
God bless her...

-victor-

Another failure>.<

I did my preparate test today,
n i fail~~
after i study the whole night...
my result still fail..
kinda sad starting..
but when think over,
i can study more n learn more..
think in positive way,
tats wad i always told myself...
i think i get a bit frm it>.<
since lst time i'm so damn close minded...

i wanna change myself~~~

-victor-

Blur Day@.@

Today....

my russian teacher invited us to her house!!^^
after my anatomy class,
we start our journey frm U,
teacher told us tat she will wait us at the bus stop,
but when we reached the bus stop,
we dun see our teacher>.<
so we called our teacher up.....
n she told us there is 2 bus stop with the same name=.=""
it make us really confuse...
so we took on another bus,
we was very nervous, cause we duno where is the other station is..
we went up n down from the bus stop for couple of times...
really gonna go crazy d>.<
in the last bus we took,
we really out of direction yet we dun understand the direction our teacher gave!!!
we try to communicate with a old lady in the bus,
n we hardly understand her too(cause i speak russian badly)XD,
luckily there is a young lady tat is willing to help us,
talked to our teacher n we finally the station, before we went down the station,
b4 we went down frm the bus,
suddenly the old lady before talk something really make my heart gonna jump out!!!
she said" actually , u can speak english with me" =.=""
really sweat...
we went to our teacher's house after tat, her house really pretty n nice^^
wad i like the most is the kitten in her house!!
is sooooooooo cute!!

cute~cutie^^

later,
my teacher prepared lunch for us^^
appreciate it very much..
very nice =D
Thx to her very much!!~

-victor-

Pain!! T_T

When i talk about PAIN,
is not physically or mentally pain,
but is MY CREDIT PAIN!!!!
Frens,
it may sound selfish....
but......
can u all.....
change ur mixpod or mediabox not to automatically play the songs T.T
because my internet here is running by bytes n is very expensive>.<
i would appreciate if some 1 can do tat for me...
sob sob...
since i start to blogging here,
almost every week i have to reload my internet,
plsssss.......

-victor-

"CONTROL"

Today i had my anatomy "control"(small exam),
was a writing exam,
My teacher is kinda shock tat me n another 2 of friends doing the control,
cause we don't look like well prepared,
but with our brave-ness, =.="
we decided to do it also,
without waiting,
our teacher gave us the Q orally,
every1 of us get 2 Q,
1 is theory part n another is drawing skim,
i call it "control" with tat " " is because is not a control at all!!!!!
wahahahahaha!!!

For the theory part,
i used my secret weapon!! XD
i copied frm note book n actually is not mine,
haha!!
starting, teacher realise>.<
she said: " victor, close everything!!~"( with a funny way)
ok.....
i closed, but once she went out n do her things,
hehehehehe (EVIL)
i start to take out n copy again!!
bout the skim,
i already prepared the answer at home~~
so wad she wan i jus gave,
luckily she din tel us to explain to her, if not,
DIE!!!!
haha!!
actually is ntg to be proud of>.<
but jus wanna share with frens~
being a joker is not a bad thing too,
at least ppl around u will be hapi^^

-victor-

New friends^^

Today afternoon,
me n my frens went to Macdonal,
when u about to finish our meal,
suddenly!!

4 russian girls come to us n start to talk to us,
is kinda shock actually,
n she start to "Bla" a lot of russian tat i could not understand well=.="
one of them ask a lot of Q (in russian ofcourse),
but i jus managed to catch a bit,
they r 13 n 14 years old this year,
n their kinda friendly with us although is the first time we meet>.<
n they took our email add n gave us her phone number to us..
haha!!~~
very funny,
they thought we are japaness..
since we cant speak russian well,
then they start to speak eng!!!
this make me kinda shock too XD
cause their eng not bad, since i noe russian ppl duno eng well..
haha!!!!!
after bout 15 to 20 min chat we decided to leave cause we have things we need to do..
jus few min we left, she start to msg my fren=.=""
wad a shocking fren we have today=D
but is gud too,
we can improve our russian with them..
hehe^^

-victor-

Stupid keyboard =(

Last night,
my roommate was sleeping,
n i'm playing game,
but my keyboard is those cheap cheap wan la,
when type will click click clack clack,

so, my roommate cant slep,
felt so sorry to him,
he keep on wake up n wake up,
n he have to wake up to eat supper to wait me finish up the game,
haizz,
i feel so bad,
n end up he have to slep at 2am ++
is all this keyboard fault!!!!!
i wanna buy a new keyboard d,
those without sound when typing,
ARGHHHH!!!!
hope he wont be angry,
but he did told me yesterday,
"when i slep can u pls dun play game?"
wuuu T_T
so sad....

-victor-

Out of direction =(

This few weeks,
i felt lost...
wad am i doing actually?
everyday...
after bak frm class,
the first thing i'll do is to turn on my computer,
check my mail, blog, etc....
after tat i really duno wad can i do...
lots of things are turing in my mind..
but i jus dunno wad is't...

by this time i should be start studying d...
but..
i din do it...
where is my motive gone?

Today, i clean up my room n my table,
hope it will be a gud starting for me,
tomorrow would be a better day =D
chil~

-victor-

相遇不是用來生氣的

不管對我們好、對我們壞的親朋好友，珍惜身邊的人 !

在生氣之際，我們如能多想想︰

「我不是為了生氣而工作的。」

「我不是為了生氣而教書的。」

「我不是為了生氣而交朋友的。」

「我不是為了生氣而作夫妻的。」

「我不是為了生氣而生兒育女的。」

那麼我們會為我們煩惱的心情闢出另一番安詳。

當你要和朋友 .. 家人吵架時…

要記得你們的相遇 …

不是用來生氣的喔 …

何況所謂人非聖賢 ...

誰能不生氣呢 …

下次要生氣時 …

就別生太久 …

免得傷心、傷肝、傷腎又傷腸胃 …

-victor-

周杰倫背後的故事

或許您不喜歡周杰倫

或是很納悶他到底為什麼那麼紅

別急著刪除這信

看完或許你會很感動

對生命 親情 教養會有更不同的看法

祝福您

周杰倫來自破裂家庭「媽媽用愛 付出一切」

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周杰倫，萬千青少年為他的歌聲而癡迷、崇拜的一位天皇巨星，對母親葉惠美有著似海深情，因為在他最孤獨最無助的時候，是媽媽用溫 暖 愛的臂膀支撐著他。所以周杰倫一直說，「只要媽媽高興，我願意為她付出一切！」

　　音樂天才破裂的家

　　周杰倫出生於1979
年1月，媽媽葉惠美是台北淡江小學的美術老師，爸爸是淡江中學的物理老師。周杰倫4歲讀幼稚園時，葉惠美把他送到淡江山葉幼兒音樂班學鋼琴。平時活潑好動的小杰倫一站到鋼琴面前，竟是出奇的安靜，聽老師彈奏一遍自己就能復彈出來，老師告訴葉惠美，這孩子很有天分！

　 　為了培養杰倫的音樂素質，葉惠美主張拿出家裏全部積蓄為杰倫買一架好鋼琴，請最好的鋼琴老師為杰倫輔導。而杰倫的爸爸則認為不必這麼認真，男孩子嘛，隨 意一點，沒必要拿出全部積蓄投資。最後，葉惠美還是背著丈夫為杰倫買了一架鋼琴，弄得杰倫爸很不高興。小學三年級時，杰倫偶然聽到世界名曲《天鵝湖》，被 大提琴憂傷淒美的曲調迷住了，葉惠美沒和丈夫商量又為杰倫購買了大提琴。

　　杰倫爸對妻子葉惠美「孤注一擲」的做法嗤之以鼻，他回家就指責葉惠美的不是，家庭裡的溫馨越來越少，爭吵越來越多。杰倫不知道爸爸為什麼總要找媽媽吵鬧，他用自己稚嫩的詩行記下他的困惑和傷感：

　　從小到大只有媽媽的溫暖為什麼我爸爸那麼兇

　　如果真的我有一雙翅膀兩雙翅膀隨時出發

　　偷偷出發我一定帶走我媽媽……

　　這傷感的詩行杰倫後來為它譜了曲，就是那首令萬千歌迷傷感的《爸，我回來了》。

周杰倫初中二年級時，父母終於離婚。 14歲的周杰倫寫道：「爸爸媽媽彼此沒有愛，難道這就是生命的真諦？」沉默、倔強和叛逆已經塑造了另一個周杰倫。

　　世人不識君苦悶中的徘徊

　　周杰倫有音樂天賦，但功課卻很糟。高中聯考總分只有
100多分，連普通高中也沒考上，前途一片黯淡，母子倆相對無言，難道兒子就這麼完了？恰好淡江中學第一屆音樂班正在招生，周杰倫考上了。

　 　因為彈得一手好鋼琴，拉得一手好大提琴，又時常活躍在籃球場上，周杰倫成為許多女同學關注和談論的對象。但是，周杰倫卻常常面無表情，很少露出一絲笑 容，除了音樂成績出類拔萃以外，其它科目成績幾乎全線紅字，老師們紛紛認為他智力低下，他的英語老師甚至直言不諱對葉惠美說周杰倫有智力障礙。葉惠美陷入 了深深的思索，她還是決定要把杰倫培養成才，至少當一個鋼琴師吧。葉惠美沒有指責杰倫，她認為杰倫走到今天冷漠、叛逆的地步是家庭的不和睦造成的，並且深 信自己的孩子沒有智力障礙，於是她嚐試用姐弟式的關心來「馴服」周杰倫，規定自己「三不」：不嘮叨、不指責、不脅迫兒子。

　　果然如老師們的預測，周杰倫沒有考上大學。葉惠美多方打聽後，鼓勵杰倫去考台北大學音樂系，結果他沒有被錄取。周杰倫咬著牙考第二次，還是失敗了。媽媽和外婆外公都為杰倫的前途擔憂，這孩子究竟將來能幹什麼呢？

　　極度迷惘的周杰倫無所事事，只好等待服海軍兵役，這期間，竟得了僵直性脊椎炎，令人沮喪的是這種病無法根治，只能靠藥物緩解，到了晚期全身甚至會像殭屍一樣僵硬，也可能導致癱瘓。葉惠美和外婆說起杰倫就垂淚。

　　母愛呵護下一飛沖天

　 　病緩解一些後，周杰倫到一家餐廳打工，作為端盤工的他因為時常打翻菜盤，每個月的工資幾乎被扣掉了一半。餐廳中有一台鋼琴，一次閒暇時周杰倫彈了一曲 《肖邦舞曲》，把老闆驚呆了，老闆靈機一動，叫周杰倫不要端盤子了，就在餐廳彈琴，然後請來電視台記者炒作，不但使得餐廳生意火爆起來，還節約了一大筆請 鋼琴師的費用。

葉 惠美感受到了杰倫的音樂潛能，她替兒子在台北星光電視台娛樂節目「超猛新人王」報了名。周杰倫精心創作了一首歌曲《夢有翅膀》，但他對自己的演唱實在沒信 心，請了一位歌手演唱。演唱者不能理解他的曲風，而他的鋼琴伴奏又顯得怪異，弄得台下聽眾噓聲一片，初出茅廬的一場表演徹底搞砸了。

　 　葉惠美急了，性格內向的她鼓起勇氣找到了主持人吳宗憲，把《夢有翅膀》的曲譜拿給他看。吳宗憲當時是台灣阿爾發音樂公司的老闆，他對周杰倫的第一印象並 不好，應付似的拿起曲譜掃了一眼，卻是眼睛一亮，歌譜不僅抄寫得工工整整，而且譜得十分複雜。慧眼的他立即改變了主意：「這孩子還可以，明天叫他到我公司 來上班！」

　 　周杰倫進了音樂公司任音樂製作助理，在媽媽的鼓勵下，每天主動幫同事們買盒飯，大家對這個沉默寡言但又勤快的小伙子有了好感。而葉惠美總擔心杰倫冷漠而 倔強，又不善言辭，生怕他無意中把老闆和員工們得罪了，於是常常在下班時間站在公司門口，準備一些可口的比薩、炸雞送給員工，請他們包涵杰倫。一來二往， 葉惠美對公司員工比周杰倫還熟悉，同事們都知道周杰倫有一個好媽媽。

　 　周杰倫很快創作出大量的歌曲，但讓吳宗憲感到不可理解的是，他創作的歌詞總是怪怪的，音樂圈內幾乎沒有人喜歡。一次，周杰倫又拿著自己的得意之作送給吳 宗憲審讀。這次吳宗憲連看都不看，便將那首歌曲揉成一團，隨手丟進身邊的垃圾桶裡去了。周杰倫的眼淚禁不住流了出來。

　 　是放棄還是繼續？媽媽每天來公司門口已經成為一道風景線，如果放棄，太對不起媽媽了，周杰倫硬著頭皮支撐著，他吃住都在辦公室，以每天一首歌的速度進行 創作。葉惠美每天晚上都到公司看望杰倫，望著日漸消瘦的兒子，她強忍著不讓自己的淚水流出來，儘量說一些鼓勵的開心的話，然後將杰倫換下的髒衣服拿回去洗 乾淨。一連一個多月，吳宗憲每天早上八點鐘上班時，總能準時見到周杰倫新的作品。終於，他被這位小伙子的勤奮和天賦深深地感動了，他「嗅」出了周杰倫的歌 曲隱隱有一種味道，答應找歌手演唱他創作的歌曲。

　 　吳宗憲將周杰倫的《眼淚知道》推薦給天王歌星劉德華，劉德華看了一眼就拒絕了。不久，又將他的《雙節棍》推薦給火爆華語歌壇的張惠妹，沒料想，張惠妹也 毫不猶豫地拒絕了。吳宗憲決定給周杰倫最後一次機會，讓他自己演唱自己創作的歌曲，如果這樣也不行，他就只好請周杰倫走人了！他將周杰倫叫到辦公室，十分 鄭重地說：「阿倫，給你 10天的時間，如果你能寫出50首歌，而我可以從中挑出10首，那麼我就幫你出唱片。」

　　老闆的話刺激得周杰倫興奮不已，他打電話告訴媽媽後就跑到街上買回一大箱方便麵。他想，就是拼了命，也要做最後的搏擊。

　周杰倫熬紅了雙眼如約寫出了50 首歌曲，而且每一首都寫得結構合理，譜得工工整整。吳宗憲終於有了讚許的笑容，他挑選出10首，2001年初製成了周杰倫的第一張專輯《杰倫》。

　 　公司對這張唱片沒抱多大希望，能收回製作成本就算不錯了。然而《杰倫》橫空出世後，猶如一場猛烈的颱風橫掃台灣，很快被歌迷搶購一空。《杰倫》一舉奪得 台灣當年最佳流行音樂演唱專輯、最佳製作人和最佳作曲人三項大獎。《杰倫》的成功讓公司始料不及，讓台灣的歌星們大跌眼鏡，紛紛詢問哪裏冒出來的周杰倫？ 如果說第一張專輯小有成就的話，那麼，周杰倫第二張專輯《范特西》已經形成了風暴，席捲了大陸、港台、東南亞整個華語歌壇，各種大獎紛至沓來。

　 　周杰倫終於成功了，他深深明白，沒有媽媽黑暗中明燈般的溫暖，他支撐不到今天，媽媽為他一直未再嫁，點點滴滴都是舐犢之情。他將所有的收入都交給媽媽掌 管，儘管自己有了公寓，每個週末依然回家，同媽媽、外婆一起享受天倫之樂。葉惠美更是百感交集，當年丈夫的譏諷、老師的搖頭、生活的艱辛都隨風而去。

　 　葉惠美退休後，周杰倫總擔心媽媽寂寞，只要在台灣，他都回家同媽媽住在一起。週末時，他會約上媽媽一起去看午夜場的電影，媽媽喜歡看經典片，周杰倫就陪 著看，而周杰倫喜歡看的前衛片，葉惠美也陪著兒子看，幸福的暖流縈繞在母子心間。周杰倫的第四張專輯就叫《葉惠美》，這是兒子獻給母親的禮物。

吃亏就是占便宜~

这世界上太多争执，
太多误会，
每一方面都会说是对方的错，
谁也不肯退一步，

为什么我们人就不想想去让一让呢？
让了一步，我们就会吃亏吗？
其实我们一点都没亏，
让了一步，
争吵便少了一些，
敌人也少了一个，
这不是很好吗？
以这方面来看，
反而是我们占了便宜。
“吃亏就是占便宜”
你们相信这一点吗？

不信你们试一试吧，
吃了些小亏，
前面还有很多好事等着你。
所以不管什么事，
都得忍。。
尽量的忍。。
就算不能在忍，
也想想你做了那件事的后果，
或许你会冷静下来。。
加油！~ 加油！~
嘻嘻^^

-victor-

Spring's BBQ^^

Yesterday i had a BBQ party with my 1st year frens,
i was a bit late cause i was playing games^^
sorry guys,

It was a windy day,
i thought it will be raining,
n the temperature is about 12 - 15?
not sure too^^
but end up jus windy,
all of us had fun~

We did a lots of crazy stuf,
like playing fire crackers with lots of crazy ways~
n thrown the beer bottle towards the wall!!
It was fun!!
but without realised,
there were 3 CCTV was watching us!!!
OMG!!
How?
Hope the CCTV is not functioning>.<
scary~~
we took a lot of pictures too!
i'll upload some soon cause is not with me now..
hehe^^
Bout how the party end,
i'm not very sure,
cause i leaved earlier then others,
i was so bad^^
cause din help them to keep the stuf^^
sorrrryyyyyy......

-victor-

A card from HOME~

I received a card from my parents lately,
IS MY BIRTHDAY CARD~
Although is a bit early for the card but i appreciate it very much^^
This year is the first year i celebrating birthday far away from my country,
how should i put my feelings?
i feel happy to received their card,
but on the other hand,
i dun like to celebrate birthday T_T sorry to say this,
i know tat is not god to say it like this,
but i dun like ppl to sing birthday song for me,
i dun like the atmosphere,
beside, i duno wad reaction should i give.
How do i like to celebrate my birthday?
A simple wishes n can have a meal with my lovely Family n Friends will do^^
i prefer it to be a simple way.. not have to be too complicated.
Cause i'm those type tat dun like troubelsome things>.<
By the way, i wanna thanks to my parents tat sent me tat pretty n lovely card^^
LOVE U GUYS =D

-victor-

比

你我都是人,

为什么人就是这么爱做比较呢?
不累吗?

比了,赢了...
好过了别人,
但这又能代表什么呢?
难道就只是为了那短暂的荣誉吗?
得到了荣誉又带来了什么?

10年,20年,30年过去之后..
还有人会记得你赢了谁,
做过了什么吗吗?
人人都会老,
看得远...
我比你开心多了,
至少我没这么压力..

开心就好,
不要太悲哀..
珍惜眼前的东西.

-victor-

One n a half month left

1 n a 1/2 month left,
i gonna be bak to where i born,
i grown up,
the place that bring me hapiness,
sadness, n lots kind of emotion.

FREN!!
i gonna be BAK to Malaysia~
HAHA!~
When i'm bak,
i gonna have my driving license^^
i think i'm then last among all my frens to get tat.
n
my main objective,
MY singing lesson!!!!
YAHOO!!~~
although my dream cant come true,
but at least i can stil make it as a hobby.
No matter how,
i'm appreciate with wad i have now.

I wonder....
when i go bak....
is there any fren will find me??
haha~
never mind...
i'm sure they will^^

-victor-

Touching~

Dunno any of my friends have already seen this, but it is a very touching story.
jus wanna share with friends how great is this father.

One day, a son asks his dad "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes".
And they run their first marathon together.

Another time, the son asks his dad again "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes son".

One day, the son asks his father " Daddy, would you run the Ironman with me?"
The Ironman is the most difficult triathlon ever (4 kms swimming, 180 kms bikin, 42 km running?)

And the dad says "yes".
The story looks simple until you watch the following clip. Just amazing, how much can love be.... ?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJMbk9dtpdY

Feel so bad n so down T_T

This happened in this evening,
i having an exam this evening,
n i did something really really sorry to my teacher,
cause i din prepare for her exam!!
jus few question i prepared,
but is not enuf,
my group can be consider the group she like the most..
but i make her so disappointed,
n yet,
she let me passed!!
that made me feel even worst!!
OMG!
RUSSIA is actually having such a nice teacher..
appreciate it very much..
i'll try to redo the exam again..
hope she will feel better later on,
n its make me feel better too.

Dota?!!

WHY??
why?
y?
Why am i thinking bout dota now?
exam is coming!!
stop dota!!
start study@.@

Although i dun wan to play,
but the heart n brain,
is like the devil..
calling me from hell!!!! OMG!!!

STOP STOP STOP DOTA!
it will make u worst then giving u a better live in future>.<
try to make it!!
GOGOGO!!

Th3 brand new blog for m3^^

HIHI every1~
This is my new blog,
my previous blog i deleted it,
the reason y i delete it is because.....
hehe>.< (my secret)
so....

This is jus an introduction for my new blog =D
gonna update soon~

Chao~

-victor-